currently listening to:Somewhere in Between/Lifehouse.


you know one of the things i hate most about life?

you can't please everybody.

if you had a choice between making yourself happy and making someone else happy, which would you choose?

instinctively, i chose myself. i feel that i can't do a good job of making someone else happy if i'm not happy myself, diba?.

so how come some people do such a great job of making it feel so wrong? how come some people have a way of making it seem like you did the wrong thing? how could tables turn like that---and suddenly, you make me feel so selfish and self-centered, just because i want to be happy? is that so wrong?

i've explained my side.. over and over again. but you just can't seem to get it. you can't seem to understand how i feel.

yes, i care about your happiness. i've said it a million and one times, i'm so sorry for hurting you. you have no idea how much it hurts me to see you hurting.

but you don't understand me. and i don't think you ever will.

i'm sorry.