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Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 10:23 AM

currently listening to:More Than Anyone/Gavin DeGraw.

lots of things have happened since my last post. lots and lots. things have changed. new thoughts and issues have come up. more particles of confusion have entered the world, and have decided to hover themselves over me.

however, i dont wan't to tell you everything. so i'll tell you... some.

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if you're observant enough, you'll realize that i've been listening to the same song over and over and over and over again since three posts ago. i don't think i could get this addicted to a song, but apparently, i can. it is a nice song. it really, really is. now if only i had someone to sing it to. or to dedicate it to.

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friday. chocolate buffet at manila peninsula with paul, pj, melai and albert. eat-all-you-can-chocolate for P500. yummy at first, revolting by the end of the third hour. all in all, it was a fun, once-in-a-lifetime experience. watching melai so sleepy (yet so greedy for chocolate), that she was already half asleep, munching on chocolate with her eyes closed. also, we were getting so hyper that we had to walk off all the chocolate we were eating every 30 minutes. we were there for three and half hours... and i didn't even get to try the cakes. chocolate. chocolate. chocolate. can you say fattening?. (sorry melai, pix to come!)

saturday. i finally bought the sims 2. an original copy. P1,395. the first original pc game i ever bought for myself. (actually, i still owe my brother P400 because i was short of cash). damnit, it's the best investment i've ever made... and, it comes with a free pillow! needless to say, i was pretty much home all day. ooh. had free greenwich pasta and "coffee" with ilse, too. salamat.

sunday. dlsu-feu (basketball) game 2. we lost, darn it. i swear, i wanted to cry. actually, i really, really almost did cry. i wanted our team to win soooo badly. the green archers really do deserve it. you don't know how inspiring it is to see araneta coliseum be 70% dlsu. school spirit was there---even when we lost. i'm sure the dlsu crowd went home from that stadium without a voice today. however, today made me realize that i really, really love my school---hello, everyone knows how much i love my school. but i love it even more today. i do. i do. i do. besides, we'll get them on thursday. we will. we will. we will.

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it was a strangely eventful weekend. however, today--sunday, i end it depressed.

maybe because we lost today. maybe because i know i have a crapload of schoolwork to do for this week. maybe because i'm confused about a lot of things. maybe because i have too many secrets stored inside of me and just about filled to the brim with them. maybe because of something else.

who knows?

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 6:29 AM

currently listening to:More Than Anyone/Gavin DeGraw.


please don't ask me why i'm posting this... but your honest answers will be most appreciated. salamat.

Tell me three things:

(1) something you know about me.
(2) something you like about me.
(3) something you'd want to share with me.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 7:21 AM

currently listening to:More Than Anyone/Gavin DeGraw.

i found my official 2nd favorite song (after greatest story ever told). or maybe 3rd. or 4th. basta. it's in my top 10.

a big, big thank you to yogi for introducing it to me.

the sad part is... this goes out to nobody.

download it. unbelievable.

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More Than Anyone - Gavin DeGraw.

You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together baby
Free together baby
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to love you more than anyone.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 7:13 AM

currently listening to:the Lasalle cheers going round & round in my head.


tonight...

i have no voice.
my body is sore from all the jumping.
my right arm is longer than the left (because that's the arm i cheered with).
my hands are swollen (i swear on my life)--from all the clapping and high-fives.

but i swear, that was one fantastic game.

my favorite part (asides from cheering my lungs out, silenced ateneans, winning and just being there), was during the halftime presentation when the DLSU squad was joined by the pep squads of DLSZ, LSGH and CSB.

guuuhhraaaabe.


guhrabe talaga.


i am so friggin' impressed with the tremendous improvement in DLSU's performance this second round. the first round was full of doubts that they would even make the final 4... who would have thought that we would now be 2-3 games away from a possible championship title?

i just want to say this: i am so proud to be a lasallian.

not just because we have a great basketball team.

because games like this remind me that we have animo. and i really believe that the amount of school spirit that we have is sure to take us far.

very, very far.




more of vic's pictures here.


ANIMO LASALLE!!!

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 7:43 AM

currently listening to:I Don't Know How To Let You Go/Sarah McLachlan.


i want to blog, but don't really have anything specific to blog about... so let me tell you the thoughts running around in my head.

*i lined up for 2 hours today, and now my daddy-o and i have 2 Upper B tickets to this Sunday's DLSU-ADMU game! i hope we can get better tickets though. go lasalle!

*i was supposed to watch a movie with a *very indecisive* friend today, but ended up getting free dinner instead. even better. salamat.

*at least 5 people commented today that i was an extremely hyper person. is that true? me?! hyper?! of course not!!!

*i love my friends. i really, really do.

*i want to buy a cake for myself. not just a slice of cake, an entire cake. yummmmmmy.

*i'm still waiting for a sign from God--who am i supposed to be rooting for on The Amazing Race? chip and kim, brandon and nicole, or linda and karen? i'm so stressed!

*mela's going to hongkong tomorrow. *jealous* i hope i get really, really nice pasalubong. hint, hint.

*i've been singing this one line from a song that i keep hearing on the radio, but i have no idea what the title of the song is or who sang it. the line goes "i'm not going anywhere". nice no? (imagine that the tune is really, really nice!).

*on cool, rainy days like this, i really wish that... errr... i don't know what to wish for exactly. i just feel like wishing for something. malamig eh.

ummmm.

the end.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 6:03 AM

you know what i love the most about watching UAAP basketball games? (asides from the time with my dad, the occasional free dinner afterwards and the unbelievable amount of school spirit).

when lasalle silences the ateneans...

and makes them pikon.

really, really pikon.




final score of yesterday's lasalle - ateneo game: 82-69.

see more fantabulous picture taken by my brother over here.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 5:29 AM

currently listening to:Greatest Story Ever Told/Oliver James.

and if i lived a thousand years
you know i never could explain
the way i lost my heart to you that day,
but if destiny decided i should look the other way,
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told.

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my ramblings. forgive me.

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i am a huge mess of emotions right now and i can't seem to identify all of them. i'm sad, confused, angry, lonely, anxious, worried... the list goes on.

i'm drowning in this gigantic pool of thoughts, but no one can help me out of it because i don't understand what i'm wading in either. i can't talk about it, because i don't know what to say.

i'm depressing myself listening to all these sad songs, but don't even know if i have a right or a reason to be depressed. they say i'm luckier than most, yet i don't seem to understand why. i can't explain why exactly i'm feeling this way, i just am.

i'm always in the company of the people who love me the most, the people whom i love dearly, yet i don't think i've ever felt this alone or abandoned. i should be feeling loved and content, but i'm not.

i'm mad at myself because i'm constantly dreaming of what i want to have, what i want to feel--things others seem to have such an easy time finding, but something i feel i will never have.

being loved. being accepted. being happy.

i feel so ungrateful.

blech.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 1:21 PM

for those of you who don't know... (prepare for the shock of your life!)...

i am a die-hard lasallian... and part of a die-hard lasallian family. *gasp*

all 5 of us kids studied in zobel and later moved on to DLSU. my dad studied in don bosco for high school, but graduated college in DLSU. my mom...well.. nevermind. loyal din yan.

my dad and i are uaap partners. uaap games = kris + dad --ganoon lang yun. vic and cyn are also bound to be there... except with much, much better seats. *sniff*

my dad, vic, and i went to PhilSports to watch the DLSU-UE game yesterday. (my, my, what responsible family members i have... their responsibility to their alma matter is much, much greater than their responsibility to their current places of employment!)

fine, fine, back to the game...

can you say UE was superdupergrabeovertothemax tambak? also, i believe we played quite well. quite. hehe.

it was soooo great. the smallest lead we had versus UE was about 7 points and the biggest lead we got was about 20-25+ points. grabe. with a final score of 81-61, you can bet your bottom (and your bottom's bottom!) that we were very, very, very happy greenies.

and in case you can't visualize how happy we were...




hehe.

btw, pictures in this post are courtesy of my ever-so-talented-brother, vic.

animo lasalle!

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 5:37 PM

to all the amazing race 5 fans:



you have NO idea how happy i am.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 7:47 AM

currently listening to:Somewhere in Between/Lifehouse.


you know one of the things i hate most about life?

you can't please everybody.

if you had a choice between making yourself happy and making someone else happy, which would you choose?

instinctively, i chose myself. i feel that i can't do a good job of making someone else happy if i'm not happy myself, diba?.

so how come some people do such a great job of making it feel so wrong? how come some people have a way of making it seem like you did the wrong thing? how could tables turn like that---and suddenly, you make me feel so selfish and self-centered, just because i want to be happy? is that so wrong?

i've explained my side.. over and over again. but you just can't seem to get it. you can't seem to understand how i feel.

yes, i care about your happiness. i've said it a million and one times, i'm so sorry for hurting you. you have no idea how much it hurts me to see you hurting.

but you don't understand me. and i don't think you ever will.

i'm sorry.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 9:37 PM

currently listening to:Iris/Goo Goo Dolls.


as my friend, kate would say, i was in "heaven" for 2 days. last friday and saturday, i was in tanay, rizal (can you say "boondocks?") with green and white for our so-called "teambuilding". it was a really, really remote place, but i swear, it was sooooooooooo beautiful.

after a gruelling trimester, (oooh! ooh! i made the dean's list by the way! miracles DO happen!), this trip was exactly what i needed to de-stress myself. i experienced 2 days of cool weather, eating unbelievable amounts of food, laughing my butt off every 5 minutes, singing my heart out (hehe, especially on the bus ride home), and eating even more food.

grabe.

so to jatts, lorraine, des, amy, shendee, sheela, shayne, kellyn, ais, cindy, pam, kim, joylyn, diths, ana, jaemi, kate, marvs, lyzen, e.r., peter, jai, chris, ate anne and sir lakan--thanks for the laughs and the fantabulous weekend.










cheers! :)

(and yes, i am aware that i have a sungay from the tv antenna. hindi sadya yan).

more pictures here.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 5:09 AM

currently listening to:the radio.


am looking for a good site for free image hosting and gallery-ing. please don't suggest i "google it", i swear, i've tried.

heeeeelp.

i want to post the billion pictures i have yet to upload. :(


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problem solved. i went back to my fotopic thingy. thanks anyway guys :).

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 6:41 AM

i admit it. i am a bum.

i woke up at 2:30pm today.
i had my *cold* breakfast at 3:30pm.
i turned down watching a movie and having dinner with some friends because i was too lazy to get dressed.
i spent 2 hours downloading things for the sims, when i actually only played it for 15 minutes.

and you know how i REALLY KNOW i need to get a life?

because the most stressful decision i have to make today is...

or


who i'm rooting for on TAR5.

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 3:11 AM

currently listening to:Name/Goo Goo Dolls.

you know you're on sembreak when your day is pretty much like mine:

12:00nn -- wake up & lie around for awhile.
12:30pm -- have lunch. watch the dog do nothing.
01:30pm -- watch a little tv. turn on the computer. chat.
03:00pm -- walking back & forth between tv & computer. how stressful!
04:30pm -- be super tired from walking (hehe). take long nap.
06:00pm -- wake up. watch more tv.
07:00pm -- recieve a phone call. ooh! im going out tonight!
07:30pm -- shower. get dressed.
08:30pm -- outta here. yay! people. human contact. aaaaah.

doncha love it?! here's to bumhood! see ya later, alligator! :)

Posted by [kris]wenkgirl. at 4:33 AM